donderdag 20 september 2012

hel


denk je dat ik in de hel kom
Voor het kussen met een jongen?
Denk je dat ik in de hel kom 
Voor het kussen met een meisje?
Denk je dat ik in de hel kom
Voor mijn schelden en mijn vloeken
Denk je dat ik in de hel komen
Voor mijn proberen en mijn zoeken
Nou dan denk je toch lekker verder
 
lucky fonz - hel 

44 opmerkingen:

  1. cool pics! :)

    oneme-ama.blogspot.com

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  2. you look so breakable, girl. please take care of yourself <3

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  3. You are very pretty, but sooo tiny. Take care <3

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    1. i'm sorry, i didn't realise it well enough. i changed the picture. sometimes when i am in a sad mood, i look at things differently.i can't be perfect either.

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  5. I have to fear you because you look so fragile. You are the most wonderful person i've ever seen. You write so beautifully and you ARE beautiful. Stay you and don't change yourself. But change your fake laugh. Thank you for reading this comment between many others.

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    1. ok. so i have to not change myself, except my 'fake laugh'. that doesn't make much sense.

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    2. I am sorry :( i don't mean it bad. İ love your style of photography and your expressing of your feelings. Sorry :( but you don't look fine ..

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    3. don't worry (: i just tend to get grumpy as well!

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    4. YOU shouldn't apologizes for your feelings. Never!

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    5. don't be (: then i won't be either!

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  6. don't know why you're showing pics like this in the internet.
    I mean, they're beautiful, so are you, I'm sure about that, but I don't think pics like that should be shown here.
    You start too much rumour then.

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    1. it's something i doubt myself about a lot. i doubt wether to post pictures that i find beautifull, that tell my story, that have my emotion. this is the kind of photography that i love.
      but i agree i have to think about it more. but the way these pictures are right now, i don't think it's something i should hide, just because of reactions.

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  7. Omg.. You haven't got a fake smile und you are perfect. I love you, Nadia! You're the nicest girl I have ever seen. I hope you will get better soon. :)
    Bye <3

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  8. Mooie foto's en mooi gedicht :)

    www.creativityandchocolate.blogspot.com

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  9. Deze reactie is verwijderd door een blogbeheerder.

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  10. love your picture!

    http://dancingwithtearsgf.blogspot.com/

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  11. "i doubt wether to post pictures that i find beautifull, that tell my story, that have my emotion."

    This is very sad to me. Perhaps you have more reasons, but personally, I have a blog so I can put all my feelings there, even if sometimes people find them too depressing, or too triggering, or too controversial. I don't listen to what other people say about it, because I don't make it just for them. I make it for me. And since these thoughts are in my head, I need somewhere "healthy" to put them; I need to get them out. You know what I mean?

    Although, I understand why you feel you have to "censor" your blog. I just wish you didn't feel you had to.

    The truth is that other people should take responsibility for their own actions. It is always YOUR CHOICE to go to ANY website, view ANY image, and listen to ANY words.

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  12. Nadia, I don't think you have to change anything. If you want to post these pictures then you should do it. They tell _your_ story and they're _your_ kind of art. Some people will like it, some people won't. That's the thing about art! But the fact that some people don't like your photos isn't, imho, reason enough to not post them. Because... as long as you feel good about posting them I think you should. Don't limit yourself just because some people can't handle your truth. You know... if someone feels bad about looking at these picture, then maybe they should look at other pictures. It's their choice which websites they visit and how they interpretate what they read or see. I know from experience that t's not always that easy to look the other way if something disturbs you, but it's a person's own responsibility to do things that make them feel good, not yours. You're not their therapist and as far as I know, you have never claimed to be a "perfect role model" so you can't be blamed for doing some things considered as bad.

    And what about these people saying you've got a fake laugh? I don't understand. :S How can they tell if they don't know you? We all have our own laugh and it can be different from time to time, depending on what kind of emotions we feel or how we use our voice. Also, it's kinda funny to tell someone not to change him/herself but then still tell that person to change one thing...

    Oh and I can't agree with the fact that you don't look fine. It's not about how you look, it's what you feel inside that matters the most. I have read that you don't always feel well and that you've been to rehab so these are the things telling me how healthy you are, not some pictures of your body. A body can be thin and healthy, or thin and unhealthy. It's hard to tell from just a few pictures and it's definitely not just measured by size.

    At last: I don't think that you have to apologize for anything. It's rude people who does, not you.

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  13. great photos!

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  14. why do these comments always come back! I dont see anything wrong in these photos.. They show emotion, just like all the good photographers can do it.

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  15. The truth is you look sick ... I know you are trying to be more healthy but still doesn't look like that... When you post photos likes this where you look sick you only are promoting

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    1. the truth is i ám sick. not only my eating disorder, but because of my chronic pain and fatique disorder.
      its something i can't help. i take pictures the way i love to, and i am finally getting okay with the way i am.
      not sure what i am trying to say. but if i'd put it rudely; back off a little.

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    2. (the anonymous posting above wasn't me, not that you get mistaken, I always sign with my name, but I want to answer this anyway)

      Nadia dear, I SO wished you wouldn't define yourself through your sicknesses and disabilities, but rather your qualities. Because there are WAY more of them and they really tell who you are =) You ARE no ED ore fatigue disorder. You are a pretty girl, who likes to have a hair long and wavy and red, who loves her bunny, and dog, and boyfriend, and family, who learned to play the piano and to sing all by herself, who is very sensitive and always understanding etc ... This is how I see you and this is much more important. This is LIFE within you. Your qualities will guide you along your path. So this is why it's THEM which count.

      Take care,

      Nath

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    3. i completely agree with nath! think about that, nadia - or i guess you already can without us saying.

      although i understand why people worry about you, feel the same way sometimes and have expressed it the wrong way in the path, i think it's ridiculous to try and find something "sick" from every single word or picture you post. you admit you are sick, okay people! she doesn't need her readers to tell her that and is a way more right person to take care of that.
      when you are popular, there will always be these people to stuck in things that they're decided you to be. and it's really sad for anyone to be seen stucked as something that simply doesn't define who they are, wheter that thing was falso or true.

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  16. what is the translation of what you wrote? what is the picture you changed? why did they say fake laugh?

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  17. I wondered how long these would take to show up on a thinspo site. The answer? Less than one day.

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  18. Darling, I think these photos are beautiful. The human body and the human heart is beautiful. To this day I don't understand why we must be so offended by our own bodies and ashamed of feelings. I think they're gorgeous photos, personally. :) And tasteful, at that! Also, I love your back, it looks like you have a little night sky with constellations; it's precious. :) xx

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  19. This is her blog so she can post whatever she wants

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  20. I'm totally in love with this kind of your pictures. And as a dot in a sea of your readers who can't tell you what to do, i wish i could tell you never to stop posting them, though they're pretty much the same all the time. And i'll miss them to death 'cause it's just so damn beautiful.
    Some people just think you don't see/understand something about those pics, but i'm sure you know everything

    I'm gonna print the second one... (should ask for your permission i guess, may i?)

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  21. Omg, these are amazing photos!

    http://nobresonho.blogspot.pt/

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  22. Waw the colors of those pics are SOO amazing! Looking so vintage. Love it :)

    http://malam-paris.blogspot.fr/

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  23. you look like the prettiest feather i've ever seen.

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  24. You are very cute^^
    I like your blog :)

    http://vimarychristmass.blogspot.com/

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  25. Nadja Esra. You. Are. Very. Special: :D I like you.... sorry, I'm drunk :D... but I'm a nice person though... ;D

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  26. ;) Esra!!!
    You are a beautiful person ... I go a lot of time being admiradora of your photographies ... they are very beautiful!;)

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  27. I am in love with your photos <3
    It doesn't matter what's in the picture; it's always beautiful (:
    You are a lovely person, don't let those reactions bring you down <3
    This is your life, with your choices and this is your blog. People shouldn't say such things, it makes me kinda sad too :(

    The poem is beautiful and so so true.(I'm also Dutch, but I'm in love with the English language)

    Blijf foto's posten, zolang jij je er maar goed bij voelt!
    You're a lovely person (I keep saying it)

    Liefs,

    Mara

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  28. fugly attention whore :-D

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  29. ^^ Don't say such things.

    You might not realize it, but a person can remember this kind of words for a very long time. It can bring them down.
    Think before you speak.

    - Mara

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